Monday, Monday after the horse expo..

ok, got careless and go kicked on Friday. Got busy on Sat. morning doing lessons. Sat. afternoon shared graduation into a forward going future with my Son and his Girlfriend. Sat. nite, went to Werner Herzogj's Cave of Forgotten Dreams and saw ancient, no-- paleolithic cave drawings of horses from 35 million years ago in France...... Oh My Gooodnes.... I do have a herstory.. a culture.. a lineage, omg, wow. 

ok, today, i got lost there for a moment.....

What could I say, what could have more meaning, what could be more powerful than images like this........oh yeah, i remember the Horse Expo.

I went shopping and spent tons of pennies on stuff i wanted but didn't really need. How silly i feel in comparison to looking at this  image from eons ago.  How silly i feel.  How small and insignificant my life is in comparison.  I am going to go paint some images right now, right now, on my barn walls.
One day, after all the soft ashes have  been wisked away, someday. long, long, long, to come, the message of how these magnificiant beasts can affect our lives and give us meaning will be found, here in Gilroy, California, ( what used to be called the golden state) here, right here, about 75feet away from where i am sitting, some little images of  Peeekle, Peeeekle and BooootZ..BootZZZ, will be found on my barn wall.

When the discoverer sees them, flicking away each grain of  dust to discover this historic treasure.  The round wired archiac, obsolete device will be found.  They will touch it and it will still play, it will continue to spew my silly little mommy voice..... Peeekle, Peeeeekle and Bootzzzzzeeee Booootzzzzze into the opaque, grey, dustcovered silence.  What does it all mean.  Oh yes, and then they will find an expo ticket for 2011, from The Western States Cal Expo